-TIME TO LET GO-
I hear nothing but silence in the middle of this night. Again and again, I sit in front of this computer trying to figure out what to post in this blog. Yes, its quite a challenge to squeeze out what I really want to say sometimes. Feelings could be so overwhelming that there are just no words to describe it.
Yesterday, I was dragged into another epiphany. Reality could hit you really hard sometimes when you least expect it. And in just a snap, the roads are turned. Simple situations could often lead into a huge decision-making position. And it demands abruptness that you get too pressured. But what really surprises me is that it was easier for me to weigh all the odds and its all evident. Guess all this time, I've had the real answers that I have been looking for, I only refuse to sink it in.
YOU CAN LIE TO YOURSELF, BUT YOU CAN NEVER MAKE YOURSELF BELIEVE THAT LIE. Yes! Finally, I've learned the lesson of the situation that I've been dealing for the past couple of months. All the signs were given, and all I had to do was to translate on it but I chose not to, because I preferred to dwell on the mere lies that subconsciously, I was pushing myself to believe in. And all that's coming to me now are the wasted times that I threw. I held on for this for so long, so long that I did not realize that my life had stopped. I drowned in this deception and now I'm catching breath to fill me in again. Had i known that there's no valid for holding on, I wouldn't have taken the first grip at all. Its pointless after all.
And now I'm letting it all go. Come what may from loosing this grip. I guess its about time that I put some directions in this vague aspect of my life. The inevitable truth always lives. And it will always prevail at the end of everyday.
Yesterday, I was dragged into another epiphany. Reality could hit you really hard sometimes when you least expect it. And in just a snap, the roads are turned. Simple situations could often lead into a huge decision-making position. And it demands abruptness that you get too pressured. But what really surprises me is that it was easier for me to weigh all the odds and its all evident. Guess all this time, I've had the real answers that I have been looking for, I only refuse to sink it in.
YOU CAN LIE TO YOURSELF, BUT YOU CAN NEVER MAKE YOURSELF BELIEVE THAT LIE. Yes! Finally, I've learned the lesson of the situation that I've been dealing for the past couple of months. All the signs were given, and all I had to do was to translate on it but I chose not to, because I preferred to dwell on the mere lies that subconsciously, I was pushing myself to believe in. And all that's coming to me now are the wasted times that I threw. I held on for this for so long, so long that I did not realize that my life had stopped. I drowned in this deception and now I'm catching breath to fill me in again. Had i known that there's no valid for holding on, I wouldn't have taken the first grip at all. Its pointless after all.
And now I'm letting it all go. Come what may from loosing this grip. I guess its about time that I put some directions in this vague aspect of my life. The inevitable truth always lives. And it will always prevail at the end of everyday.
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